sometimes it's almost too beautiful...

[watchlar]

it's moments like right now that i love and hate...I have the post-Cocteau glow...

how many things in life can touch you so deeply...to bring tears of sorrow and joy streaming down your face in the solitude of your room

there's really not any other way to say it...except that it's magical...it's something that may even be too intoxicatingly beautiful to absorb...

I find myself pressing the headphones tighter around my ears...feeling this bliss that nothing else can give me...but simultaneously, tightening my chest in resistence...almost as if to keep it from consuming me...

how many experiences in life create that?

am i in love with this i ask myself? it's not tangible...

and i find myself hating them...hating them for giving this to me (as if it is only for me) ...and taking it away....that sounds so selfish...but it's true...sometimes i really hate them...and at the same time loving them for creating such beauty

and something that can bring such bliss...how many people NEVER experience this type of bliss...from anything in life!!! and that makes me so sorrowful

and then i wonder what the fuck am i doing typing this on a public discussion board..."they're all gonna laugh at you"roflmao

and now in the silence...the physical now calming...the rush of joy...of 'connectedness' now fleeting....I feel sadness...

:dunno:

[mmmender]

get back on the meds watchy. pimp

[Phil Lawton]

get back on the meds watchy.

See, I was going to write something as flippant, Lees, but I was being all sensitive, like.

'Sides which, Watchy can turn a bit violent if you violate his muse (a Mrs Gladys Boltworthy of Connecticut).

[mmmender]

watchy is a big boy and he knows i love him.....besides, i'm his muse, or so the voices in my head tell me.

:D

[zed]

.......watchy dear laddie,.............i can't talk for the rest of these fine folks,........but yeah. i've been there,.......except, the hate bit,....it just makes me a bit sad........but the sound is so BIG that i often don't think of them as GONE, ya know?

Z.:)

oh,.....MMM,......*ahem*, i got dibbs on the muse thing, but i'll play nice and share.;)

z.

[watchlar]

yeah zed...it's not hate on it's own...it's hate...the other side of the love coin ya know...same passionate emotion just the the other polarity...

i guess i should not be so vulnerable publically...it always bites ya in the ass :(

[mmmender]

awwww watchy, perhaps i shouldn't poke fun when you're feeling vulnerable.

public apology and group hug!

kiss1

[watchlar]

Originally posted by Phil Lawton


See, I was going to write something as flippant, Lees, but I was being all sensitive, like.

'Sides which, Watchy can turn a bit violent if you violate his muse (a Mrs Gladys Boltworthy of Connecticut). roflmao roflmao roflmao

[andylama]

this thread IS hilarious!

I also have this gut feeling that they aren't really "gone". Since the music is still so very compelling, I don't feel a sense of loss.

...having said that, it would've been easier for me if, rather than going the Twinlights route, they just affected a dramatic style change, a-la Everything But The Girl (FWIW), and followed up on the sound of "Otherness", which I absolutely love...and most other fans probably hate.

If they had just released BBK, then disappeared without a trace, I'd feel a tremendous sense of loss (and undoubtedly wax poignant like Watchlar did above)

Oh well, I shall shut up now.

[watchlar]

Originally posted by andylama
this thread IS hilarious!
:confused: :( :eek:

[watchlar]

Originally posted by by the sea


no no joe.
i like this sad side of watchlar.

'ella megalast' is on it's way to save you watchlar, get those headphones ready.

p.s. i know what you mean about being consumed. be careful. thanks by the sea...LOL

i know i know...i got all 1996 watchlar on the .com board mushy last night roflmao but it felt so real...anyways...1996 LOL mender